| It has been forever since my last post.
Everything has been going pretty well. I've been working super hard on my goals.
I've been working working working & trying to save & spend my money on beautification & future trips.. although I do tend to splurge on drinking. Trying to cut down on that right now although it is hard when I have such alcoholic friends. I've been going to the gym after work 4 times a week. I haven't been getting skinnier yet but I have definitley started getting stronger!! I lifted heavier then I did 2 weeks ago & I'm not even that sore today even though the first few weeks of lifting I wanted to quit because it hurt so bad. No pain no gain!!!
I'm sick today so I slept in a little. Crazy how sleeping in for me now is sleeping in until 10.. not even I woke up at 9 something. I guess I really have changed. I like it. I still have a lot of goals right now too. I want to continue working hard & gyming. I know what I want my body to look like. I really want to learn how to cook & eat healthier because that part is holding me back. I've been gradually trying but it is rough when you love cheeseburgers, chocolate, & all of that!! I'm going to start school in the spring. Thinking of taking child education.
Also need to get my license & i.d. renewed so planning a trip to Hawaii. I might have to go over winter break because I don't want it to clash with work & school. It sucks because I won't be 21.. but oh well I will always go home to Hawaii anyway.. but yeah sucks. I also want to save for to other places in the near future. I'm debating.. there are a few I want to visit this coming year... For my birthday I'm planning to go to D.C. to visit my soul sisters & have a crazy adventure of a time. I want to visit my friend in Austrailia as well. Got lots to think about!! |
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| alrighty so i don't have internet yet. i keep having to come to places on base places with wifi. bleh. but soon once my new job starts i'm probably going to buy internet with my own money & also buy a smart phone. in time in time. we shall see. let's see what is new with me.. hmmm... i got my eyebrows done for the first time haha. i was afraid they'd make me have a bitch face or have thin eyebrows.. i hate thin brows.. but it actually looks really good & yuna & my mom keep saying i should have done it earlier haha. so that is cool. i guess i look less babyish. i've been going to the gym more.. i could do with a better work out but hey baby steps. i gotta get back on track. now that i'm working out again i need to lessen my dr. pepper intake (EEEEKKK) & i have a been drinking a lot more at home then i used too.... & all the chocolate too. BLEH. i def need to do better. my new job starts in a week or two i'm excited to make some money. i'm going to work hard to lose weight & get pretty. :P there is this really cute cute cute store that i found that i feel like was made for me hahah. i can't wait until i have money so i can upgrade my wardrobe... i'm in the process of trying to get rid of the whole jeans & t shirt look but try as i might it is super hard... also i need to save because for thanksgiving weekend i am going to hong kong. so basically i have a lot to look forward too & goals. :D if only i could just get this weight off!!! >o< |
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| so my mom & i are talking about moving back to hawaii. i want this plan to stick. im still planning on studying & joining the airforce but i do want to go home first. im tired of okinawa. i miss my friends. i like it here but liking it isnt enough when you feel so lonely. its weird because i have tons & tons of party friends but no one who i consider a close friend. tomorrow ive got a job interview.. we`ll see how that goes. all i want right now is to get my life together & start working on my goals. |
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| This typhoon is the slowest typhoon ever.. but at least no black outs. Once it is over I`ve got so much to do. I was going to sign up for college courses but I think I`m going to just look for some really good study guides at the library & use practice tests online. I`m going to set up a time every day where I go out & go to the gym to study & have a library or study session. But we`ll see... I`m looking at all of my options right now. Studying & shrink shrink shrink shrink shrink. |
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| my trip to florida put a lot of perspective in my life. i`m thinking a lot about my future & goals & how to reach them. i`m still grieving over the end of an era but now it is time for something new. i`m going to enroll in college courses.. or course... i`m going to take math to get my noggin used to equations & such so that when i retake my test it will feel more natural to me. idk if i am taking more then just math.. i don`t want to overload myself when i haven`t studied in about 2 & a half years! tomorrow i`m going to start going to the gym... i gained A LOT of weight while on vacation & while sick after coming home from vacationing... & let me tell you i look & feel super unhealthy. i guess i`m trying to get myself ready for whats to come as much as i possibly can. it`s stressful especially because i moved back into my mom`s house & this girl i don`t trust is moving back in with us also. ick. it`s going to get pretty crowded real quick but i suppose i need to just work on my goals & get the fuck outta here. i`m ready to get off this island as soon as i can handle it. |
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